lol
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Lift Analysis
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
in a post. I want to be remembered
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
...
yes
the site i am dreaming
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
December 2025
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
kind of mythopoesis
bro i read nothing in my life
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
much more tactility
is this you as well