Today I felt like starting

so an active mazelike process

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

in a post. I want to be remembered

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Lift Analysis

It Will Get Lighter

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

13, H, grate

no longer writing in the third person

you cannot feed someone truth

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

much more tactility

really i want the internet

magnetisation/form

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

no i haven't really read anything