the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website

plato

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

i love it here

i was tempted to lie about my name

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

send link

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

wait what is that

1

propensity within someone

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

currently

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Lift Analysis

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you have a beautiful account btw

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

you cannot feed someone truth

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak