something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

It Will Get Lighter

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

hiding from the rain

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

that looks like my instagram account

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book