it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we need to be deconstructing our identities

feel you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

so the method has to be autonomous

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

was it worth it

so an active mazelike process

no like which do people call me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

plato

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Better Lift

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

currently