Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
division of reality is straying away from it
autonomy of learning
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
as in
fw
you cannot feed someone truth
yeah
magnetisation/form
yeah
we need to be deconstructing our identities
we can only engage in such a way
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i was tempted to lie about my name
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
so the method has to be autonomous
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
abrar?
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
ahnaf abrar
bro i read nothing in my life