think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

isaac newton

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

division of reality is straying away from it

wait what is that

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

not their contents

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

abrar?

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

thank you

i love it here

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

so an active mazelike process

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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

bro i read nothing in my life

i really havent

its performative

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i want to do that too

Better Lift

December 2025

and the fake qualifier