think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

autonomy of learning

i was tempted to lie about my name

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

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you cannot feed someone truth

your feed looks like my tumblr

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

yeah

ahnaf abrar

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i really havent

IWGD

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetisation/form

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting