Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

December 2025

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

no like which do people call me

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i was tempted to lie about my name

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

and the fake qualifier

is this you as well

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book