i really havent

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

was it worth it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

December 2025

Better Lift

I Write Goodbye Letter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

...

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

the site i am dreaming

I am below everything.

Lift Analysis

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.