to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

ahnaf abrar

division of reality is straying away from it

Slug

was it worth it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

It Will Get Lighter

all that is to say

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

and the fake qualifier

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

what do you think my name is

wait what is that

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

but i respect your search


...

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

i see a website

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.