god being the centre magnet

i want to do that too

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we need to be deconstructing our identities

not their contents

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

isaac

that looks like my instagram account

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

wait what is that

i really havent

isaac newton

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

have you read

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.