but really the thing should be autonomous

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i was tempted to lie about my name

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

you cannot feed someone truth

what do you think my name is

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15


i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

"Put a blanket."

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.


magnetises a pin

is this you as well

its good

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

bro i read nothing in my life