I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Rain, starting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It's

dusk

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

division of reality is straying away from it

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

lol yea

kind of mythopoesis

we can only engage in such a way