it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

hiding from the rain

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Can I see

Better Lift

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

plato

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

i really havent

like first name

Picture

Today I felt like starting

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason