it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

kind of mythopoesis

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

in a post. I want to be remembered

no longer writing in the third person

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but really the thing should be autonomous

autonomy of learning

Thank you, Jack

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


so at the end