i love it here

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but really the thing should be autonomous

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

kind of mythopoesis

abrar?

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

...

wait what is that

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

bro i read nothing in my life

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

December 2025

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

"Put a blanket."

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no like which do people call me

i understand

its good

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?