so an active mazelike process

FOUNDING DOCUMENT


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Better Lift


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

13, H, grate

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I am below everything.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

its good

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

which magnetises chains of pins


lol

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

god being the centre magnet