December 2025

you cannot feed someone truth

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so the method has to be autonomous

like magnets

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

we can only engage in such a way

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

which magnetises chains of pins

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Worse Lift

sorry i am texting like a slav

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

It Will Get Lighter

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

thank you

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

have you read

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Lift Analysis

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

plato