I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Today I felt like starting

1

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

currently

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

hiding from the rain

13, H, grate

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

yeah

so at the end

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

magnetisation/form

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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IWGD

autonomy of learning

which magnetises chains of pins

plato

lol yea