a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


but really the thing should be autonomous

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

plato

13, H, grate

its good

no i haven't really read anything

isaac

abrar?

no longer writing in the third person

i was tempted to lie about my name

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

like first name

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting