Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

so an active mazelike process

send your tumblr

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah

your feed looks like my tumblr

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Today I felt like starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

plato

i was tempted to lie about my name

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

i see a website

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

that looks like my instagram account

propensity within someone