somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i dont understand magnetisation

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Better Lift

i was tempted to lie about my name

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

magnetises a pin

is this you as well

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

ahnaf abrar


what do you think my name is

what do you mean

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i want to do that too

its good

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

like magnets

isaac newton

ion

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

13, H, grate

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

sorry i am texting like a slav

god being the centre magnet

isaac