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in a post. I want to be remembered

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Worse Lift

Today I felt like starting

I am below everything.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

currently

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt


a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it is hopeful

but i respect your search

But seriously, thank you, Jack

hello reader,


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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i love it here

idk