Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by
social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to
speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
so an active mazelike process
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Lift Analysis
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
no like which do people call me
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i
probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable
in a way that was engaging to me