it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

kind of mythopoesis

you have a beautiful account btw

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

hiding from the rain

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Can I see

its performative

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

much more tactility

is everyoneback on tumblr now

lol yea

and the fake qualifier

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything