They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

hiding from the rain

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.