think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
this will be about a slug
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
bro i read nothing in my life
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
It Will Get Lighter
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
It Will Get Lighter
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
no longer writing in the third person
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
