ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

god being the centre magnet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

like first name

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

that looks like my instagram account

idk

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no like which do people call me

Rain, starting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

hiding from the rain

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

you have a beautiful account btw