i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

we can only engage in such a way

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

all that is to say

"Put a blanket."

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it is hopeful

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

but i respect your search

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

wait what is that

i want to do that too

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

so an active mazelike process

the site i am dreaming