sorry i am texting like a slav

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

or never left

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

feel you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

so an active mazelike process

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

bro i read nothing in my life

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

which magnetises chains of pins

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

abrar?

its good

was it worth it

Worse Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

fw

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

propensity within someone

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I am below everything.

Style

we need to be deconstructing our identities