I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I am below everything.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Better Lift

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i dont understand magnetisation

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

2 (actually index). two is company

Better Lift

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

propensity within someone

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.