was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

lol

i have read not even 1 book

is this you as well

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

like first name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i really havent

...

we need to be deconstructing our identities

wait what is that

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

you cannot feed someone truth

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

we can only engage in such a way

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i love it here

"Put a blanket."

currently

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Picture

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

division of reality is straying away from it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation