Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Style

lol yea

Better Lift

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Lift Analysis

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

is this you as well

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

Thank you, Jack

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Today I felt like starting