ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

It Will Get Lighter


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was it worth it

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

not their contents

sorry i am texting like a slav

magnetisation/form

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

idk

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.