god being the centre magnet


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

hiding from the rain

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

lol

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

not their contents

and the fake qualifier

yeah