no like which do people call me
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.
...
fw
or never left
like magnets
propensity within someone
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.plato
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
which magnetises chains of pins
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
was it worth it
yeah
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
isaac
i really havent