As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

13, H, grate

whats your name?

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

yeah

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

you have a beautiful account btw

like magnets

we can only engage in such a way

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

its good short few pages

December 2025

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

so at the end

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it