wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Style

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i understand

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

yeah

so the method has to be autonomous

hiding from the rain

magnetisation/form

not their contents

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

December 2025

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

autonomy of learning

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

its performative