no longer writing in the third person

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

was it worth it

your feed looks like my tumblr

what do you think my name is

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

isaac

magnetises a pin

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf abrar

that looks like my instagram account

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

hiding from the rain

Thank you, Jack

so an active mazelike process

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i understand

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

abrar?

Can I see

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

have you read

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

like magnets

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

so at the end