Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Rain, starting

Better Lift


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

it is hopeful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It Will Get Lighter


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Today I felt like starting


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

send your tumblr

division of reality is straying away from it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ion

what do you mean

its performative

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

have you read

plato

we want to live the knowledge too live the content