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and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

not so on: yvf(wthw)

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation/form

i really havent

its good short few pages

December 2025

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ion

ahnaf abrar

yeah

like magnets

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

13, H, grate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them