much more tactility

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

It Will Get Lighter

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like magnets

we need to be deconstructing our identities

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

plato

i dont understand magnetisation

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

you cannot feed someone truth

i see a website

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people