Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

autonomy of learning

and the fake qualifier

as in

idk

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Worse Lift

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

its performative

It Will Get Lighter

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

your feed looks like my tumblr

not their contents

send your tumblr

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

we can only engage in such a way

Rain, starting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

barren land

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities 

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magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Lift Analysis