in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
really i want the internet
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Thank you, Jack
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no longer writing in the third person
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the site i am dreaming
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i love it here
so the method has to be autonomous
ahnaf abrar
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