yeah

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

plato

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

whats your name?

in a post. I want to be remembered

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

feel you

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

I am below everything.

Lift Analysis

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

...

i want to do that too

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I Write Goodbye Letter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me