I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I am below everything.

bro i read nothing in my life

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

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It Will Get Lighter

Slug

currently

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.