abrar?

really i want the internet

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

13, H, grate

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like first name

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

plato

Better Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

no i haven't really read anything

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

fw

Thank you, Jack

sorry i am texting like a slav

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

plato

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

was it worth it

i want to do that too

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"Put a blanket."

It's

dusk

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its good

whats your name?