We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

IWGD

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


but really the thing should be autonomous

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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i am quite illiterate on producing technology

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Today I felt like starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

isaac

abrar?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

propensity within someone

feel you

i understand

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason