the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
was it worth it
and the fake qualifier
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
barren land
god being the centre magnet
its performative
i understand
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
whats your name?
bro i read nothing in my life
idk
as in
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
so the method has to be autonomous